Hey gang, I wanna say thank you guys for checking on me as of late. I appreciate the emails and comments asking how I’ve been, and everybody making sure that all is well. You guys are the best! I hope you guys are all good, too.
Truthfully, I’ve run into my snags here and there chasing after this dream of living life on my terms. I have been lucky enough to land some gigs to help me get by, but I have been scraping. I’m sure I probably mentioned it, but I have been teaching part-time at Google to help balance things out, but it’s still not enough. I have a had a small streak of modeling jobs which provides me with enough to last for a short while (too short, if you ask me). I enjoy going after what I want but something in me hates leaving my finances to chance. I have been considering suiting up again to go back in the classroom, but I’m really not sure. I know if I keep doing that, I’m going to keep teaching year in and year out (which isn’t a bad life, but I know it’s not what I want to do). It’s something I’ll be considering in the next couple of weeks.
I have enough to try to make one more move, before having to re-don my suit and tie, eat my humble pie, and go back into the classroom…somewhere. I have been thinking about it for several months now, but I think it’s time. I will be moving to Tokyo for sure.
Whether it’s teaching private lessons, teaching for a company, modeling, acting, or even stripping (yes, I have friends that can attest to that), Tokyo is the place for it. Modeling gigs, there’s just no comparison. I’ve never done a job here in Tsukuba or even Ibaraki for the matter. If I want to do more stuff like that, I need to get closer to where it all happens and just go for it. If my funds run out in the mean time I won’t whine or complain, I’ll just quietly and humbly head back to work. There are even more chances for me to teach in Tokyo: private lessons, dispatch companies, eikaiwa, and more. Make moves or miss out, Donnie!
Though I know some SUPER COOL people here in Tsukuba, the fact is I don’t have a whole lot tying me here anymore. I’m not tethered to my AEON job anymore and I’m not teaching public school in Moriya anymore either. I’m not married, I have no kids, and no family here. Sure Tsukuba has tremendous sentimental value for me, but sentimental and broke is not a good combination. If I’m going to make a move, now is the time. My lease will expire very shortly, so, this is just the spark I needed.
One thing I have noticed here in Tsukuba since my teaching job has stopped, is that I feel a bit more isolated than usual. Of course I have the chance to bump into people on occasion, but I spent most of my time commuting to Tokyo (auditions), working on my computer, or training. Being a hermit was never really my intention. Being in Tokyo just gives me a chance to talk to/spend time with more people.
Moving to Tokyo means living in a new city, living in a new apartment, and ultimately, having new experiences. This means more opportunities to do what I enjoy, writing about the world around me.
My decision to leave Tsukuba is a bittersweet one because I have lived here in Tsukuba for nearly five years. That’s longer than I spent in undergrad! In so many ways Tsukuba is home to me. Seeing Mt. Tsukuba on the horizon, running into former AEON students, shopping at JUSCO, going to ACT (the little gym near the university), using the heavybags in the Tsukuba Budokan, sparring with Kyokushin teachers (i.e.-getting my butt kicked by Ajima Sensei), MOVIX, You World, Matsuri Tsukuba, they all just bring back so many memories. There are hundreds more things I could list.
Am I nervous about the move? YOU KNOW IT! Most people find a job then find housing, so I know I’m doing this a little bit backwards. But for me, backwards is okay, it’s how my mind functions sometimes. Hopefully, things work out
Here we go!