Why I Stopped Teaching as an ALT in Japan – Part 2

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Leaving My Elementary School Position

HEALTH REASONS
I don’t know if it was an weight-training or karate-related injury, but during the past six months I starting developing some pretty serious shoulder and knee pain. I later found out it was related to arthritis trouble (Really? In my early 30’s!?!?!). There were days where the pain was bad enough to just want to skip work altogether. I couldn’t for the life of me, understand why I was having more health issues than ever during my short stint as an ALT. It’s really strange, because these were issues I wasn’t having at AEON, and if there were an any kind of issue it fixed itself relatively quickly.

Could it possibly be related to stress, or even a lack of sleep…I can’t say for sure. But I want to take a moment to go home and see a doctor about the arthritis pain and ask why I have days where I feel like an old man when I get out of bed in the morning. During the summer break I spent a lot of time just resting, eating better, stretching, trying to just get back to feeling good. I’m not at 100% but there’s a definite difference.

A PERSONAL PROMISE
Probably the biggest reason of the four that I decided to quit my job was because of a promise I made to myself. I told myself that if by age 32, if I wasn’t doing exactly what I wanted to do, no matter what the job was, if I didn’t feel like I was fulfilling my goals in life…I was going to quit and pursue what I truly wanted to do. My birthday was on July 22nd, I turned 32 years old. So, just prior to the summer vacation…I stopped working for Interac. Yes, it was scary but I kept my personal promise.

You may have seen it during some of lasts year’s posts, but despite being at an awesome school, I struggled with this internal dilemma from time to time. I DID enjoy teaching, but I started to have these days where would just go to school wondering “Is this it for me??” “Is this what my life is going to be??” Turning 30 in Japan made me realize that time is moving, I’m going to blink one day and be 40. Stopping my job was symbolic for me…it meant that sink or swim, succeed or fail I’m choosing to do what I want to do with my life. I started to feel like I was getting into this cycle, going through the motions, not really tapping into what I’m capable of. It may sound a bit strong, but I just felt like a pawn, like I was just doing what I was told to do and just accepting what I was given. I started to lose interest in meetings, and started to withdraw from everything.

In the end I didn’t come to Japan just to do the same thing I was doing back home. I came here to do something bigger and that’s what I intend to do. If I fall flat on my ass…so be it. If I decide that I don’t want to live in Japan forever and I go back home some day, I don’t want to look back on my time here and say “Yep, all I did was teach.” I stopped my job to free up my time…and to challenge myself. If I don’t put my foot down now and say…I want more out of my life, when am I going to do it? A year from now? Five years? Ten years? Twenty? Why on earth should I wait that long?

I am challenging myself to create the ideal situation for me. A situation where I can employ my talents with no limits, earn an income that suits me better, and enjoy busting my butt everyday because…I’m doing something that has “Donald Ash”

Granted I haven’t found it yet, but I won’t stop until I do.

Donald Ash

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  • Noni

    Best of luck to you, I think you’re very strong for following your heart and I truly hope it works out!

  • TangSooPap

    I understand the health issues, in addition to arthritis in the knee which slows me down in the weight room I got a shoulder tear probably doing karate. But I’m over twice your age so I guess it was expected at some point.
    Good luck on your new endeavors!

  • http://zoomingjapan.com/ zoomingjapan

    Wow, we are exactly the same age! (just that my birthday is later this year, so I still have time before 32 hits … *g*)

    I’ve never worked as an ALT, so I don’t know what it’s like to be honest, but reading your reasons it was not really the job itself, but many other factors that made you quit.
    I totally hear you! I have so many other things I want to do and opportunities keep coming, but I don’t have time to take those chances because of my full-time teaching job.
    I love teaching and that’s what I always wanted to do anyways (I’m not a native speaker of English, but I studied education and that’s what I wanted to do), but since moving to Japan I found new things that I’m also interested in and all of my free time I’m using on that …. but the little free time I have is not enough anymore and so I’m always stressing out.

    I can’t quit my job because of visa issues …. and of course money issues.
    I’d also lose my apartment and car, so …..

    I wish you good luck with whatever the future holds for you!

    • petaris

      I’m just a year behind both of you. I will be 31 at the end of Oct. I’m not in Japan yet but it is likely that I will be in the future as my wife wants to move back so she can visit her family more easily and more often. My Japanese studies have been almost non-existent in the last two years as when I’m not at work I’m doing family stuff. Its just one more worry, along with the bad economy, for being able to get a good paying job in Japan. Though getting that in the US isn’t that easy these days either.

      I wish you both luck and I hope you can do what you love and be able to have a comfotable life too! :)

  • sumbuddyx

    Good luck!

  • Nanami

    Whatever happens you’ve got my support! Ganbatte!

  • http://www.tadaimatte.com/ Ashley Haley

    That is very, very brave! Kudos to you!

  • Regina

    I cant imagine how difficult this decision was for you; I respect you for keeping a promise to yourself and following your desires.

    You are going through a period that I guess all mature adults arrive at when when they see 35 looming ahead. You start to ask yourself those very important Is this where I want to be questions.

    You have a goal and I admire your commitment to yourself.

    I truly hope it all works out for you and that your will be happy with your life.

    Good luck to you!!!

  • Vivian

    Tough decision you had to make Donald. But I admire your guts to stick w/your life plan and do what your heart tells you to do. Do make sure the health checks out though. Did you get insured under some healthcare plan, whether it be national or private? Make sure to do this to avoid retroactive payments and…worse yet, illness and being uninsured! If you can get a license while you are between job, it’d be amazingly helpful here too……and give you more job opps maybe.

  • DanInJapan

    Hey,
    It’s my first time to this site, but I wanted to say that I think it will be something both interesting and useful for other ALTs and really anyone with an interest in living in Japan. I’m a 6 year veteran of Eikaiwa and ALT’ing and just recently I have had a similar impulse. I’m getting my teaching Certifications from my homestate in America in order to go for broke and find myself a “proper” teaching job at an international school here in Japan.

    I wish you luck in your own endeavors. We’re all in it together!

    • Donald Ash

      Hey Darin,

      Thank you for posting. Six years!? That’s freakin’ awesome! *Donald bows in respect*
      I think a lot of ALTs reach that point where they going through their daily routine and somewhere during that process they feel there’s something in their hearts that they really and truly want to do. It’s at that point (everyone reaches it at a different time) that people decide to change jobs, start dabbling in their other interests, or even return home to pursue their dreams. I think it’s a wonderful thing.

      Keep my posted on how it goes. You can do it. Rootin’ for ya!

      頑張りましょう!

    • thejapanguy

      Dan I’m just seeing this message. I hope everything worked out well for you, too brother. It’s not always easy out here.

  • Kev Ratcliffe

    I am thinking about teaching in Japan (Osaka) and came across your blog. I have missed the deadline for JET so now I am looking at teaching with Interac or going solo. However, Interac state the following on their website:

    “In line with general tenancy procedures in Japan, the costs that need to be met before being given the key can be significant. You can expect to have to pay around 200,000 yen on arrival. ”

    See the brokedown here https://www.interacnetwork.com/recruit/galtjobs/ghousingandliving.html

    Scary! Are these costs payable by all teachers in Japan regardless of the company you work for? Initially, I considered Japan because the salary (£1,400 per month) is much better than I receive here (£700 per month) in Thailand but now I am not sure about the potential to save over there. For a start,I am currently paying £70 a month for my rent and bills and I have read that housing costs in Japan will be around £400 per month. After deduction of rent I would only be receiving £300 more per month as a teacher in Japan, which isn’t really the salary leap I was hoping for in a country where the working hours are much greater than here in Thailand. I currently teach 17 hours per week at school and have my own private students outside of these hours to supplement my income.

    Despite the above, I would love to spend 6 months teaching in Osaka,but cannot pay 200,000 yen up front.All costs would need to be deducted from my Japanese salary.How would you suggest that I go about finding a job in Osaka with the best wage possible?

    I really need some clarity.Please do come to my facebook page and chat with me.

    http://www.facebook.com/kevinasia.TEFL

    Thank you
    Kevin

    • thejapanguy

      Really?!? They’re making teachers pay their own key money up front now? Not cool at all. The best companies will pay the key money for you or (at the very least) pay the up front costs and have you pay it back through monthly, REASONABLE installments out of your first year’s salary.

      Yeah that key money thing is one of those sad, stupid, realities of Japanese housing. That is of course unless you decide to stay in a sharehouse: http://www.thejapanguy.com/what-is-a-japanese-share-house/

      Honestly, I know many teachers end up supplementing their income in a similar fashion here in Japan (I know I do from time to time). Have you checked out Dave’s ESL Cafe (website) before? It may be worth a look.

      I think finding really good teaching gigs in Japan is becoming a bit tougher, but it’s not impossible. Sometimes it may mean finding a job that’s off the radar.

  • ??

    Isn’t not having a visa going to affect this pursuit? How did you handle it? Isn’t there a three month window. Or does your visa last for longer? I’m trying to take the job I currently have over to Japan since I can telecommute, but the Visa situation is in my way.

  • Athena

    Did Interac give you a hard time about leaving ? I’m currently in a situation where I may have to leave Interac.

  • Komen

    Donnie, I am still in your past situation. Though on my part, I can’t leave my job because my family depend on me. I have thought about what’s going to happen in the future if I continue this job. There are no promotions, no salary raises and you’re on a yearly contract. Those things made more weary about getting in a relationships and even getting married. It seems it hard to find job stability nowadays. I went to Australia last year to see any career possibilities there. I was surprised because my friends encouraged me to work there (not something you hear much in Japan). and they said life is better for them there. So, just like you, I’m going to take my chances there but of course with some safety net. Good luck to all of us.

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